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okay ventpost time im bored and my period is late
#my mother is leaving AGAIN#to stay with my father#bhai mujhe nahi rehna akele i don't want to parent my brother#i don't want to cook or stress about what to eat and clothes and laundry and literally buying vegetables every few days#well all these things are just surface level but i REALLYYYYY do not want to live alone with my thoughts#i want to study i can't just study on my phone with no adult mere sarr pe khade hoke asking ki itna tv#kyu dekh rahi hai kya hua class kyu nahi attend kari#kar liya try bhai call me immature and childish and pathetic and dependent and undisciplined whatever but mere bas ki baat nahi hai#also ooooh listen to my moms great solution: she'll stay there and dad will come!! to live with us two!! alone!! haha.#it's sk fucking sad and repetitively traumatizing ki i don't even know how to react#my sister is the only kid both my parents like when she stays home things are mostly calm and happy#they dote on her they tolerate us#and they should i love her too but now i feel like crying because i don't want her to stay back just for me??? my stupid mental health??#she's doing enough by staying here till rakhi just because i asked her begged her to not leave me alone mami ke side#she could've fucked off and gone to live her life 10 days ago#it's not fair#the person i love and want to live with.. if she stays she's miserable and her being miserable mskes me miserable#i just. i miss her so much. she already feels so distant and busy and then she'll go abroad and totally forget about me right#who doesn't need all this constant depression holding you back weighing you down when you're living your best life#i hate that there's no solution i just have to grow up and be okay with it#i already got more time with her than i thought she stayed home like 2 years extra cause of covid#3 actually#ab why am i crying it was a good day#also i don't want to make it all about me but like. idk when i was picturing my adult life i was thinking like#night clubs and gay bars and beaches at night#i never factored in real factors like the horrifying fucking country we live in 💀💀#it's just it was the only thing that kept me going the promise of a better future#but now what.#and like#it's feels so stupid now the fact that i sometimes want to like
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Why can't i just be loved? Why is being loved a constant uphill battle? Maybe the ugly inside does show outside. Maybe they can see how vile, how devoid of love i am. Maybe they can see how I'd cross cities and oceans for my hedonistic desires. Maybe they can see how broken i am. How can i expect love when I'm so fucking hideous inside?
#elaine blogs life 2024#elaine blogs#rakhi gift mei 101 rupay mile aur 1 purse that can hold just a hanky at best and I actually ugly cried over it as if a gift isn't given#but demanded. my fucking entitlement!#K keeps telling me how she got this ring from di and that silver locket from nani and I've never really received anything from them#as if she's taunting me#so many people are angry at me I've to fix my relation with so many people#why do mom dad keep saying ki unhone mujhe kisi cheez ki kami nhi hone di. it's fine that i lived in scarcity i just want them to stop#gaslighting me into believing it's all perfect. They should stop gaslighting themselves too
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Rashami Desai Pays Final Respect To Rakhi Sawant's Mom Jaya Bheda
Rashami Desai and Rakhi Sawan, with husband Adil Khan Durrani. New Delhi: Rakhi Sawant and her husband, Adil Khan Durrani, were spotted at the funeral of the actress’ mother, Jaya Bheda, on Sunday in Mumbai. Rakhi’s mother died on Saturday due to endometrial cancer, per a PTI report. On early Sunday morning, Rakhi was spotted with her husband Adil at Cooper Hospital. Later, Rashami Desai was…
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I went to the market few hours back And owing as tomorrow is rakhi , there was so much of rush. I was there with my 5 year old cousin and as I wanted to buy something I handed him over to my mom and went a few shops ahead. As I was picking things up there was this filthy creature who had the audacity "to touch my hair , and even roll them around his hands" I just jerked his hand off , gave him a filthy look and almost left the shop when he "accidentally" brushed his hand at my lower back and again brushes the strands of my hair
I have this sickening feeling in my heart
I hate that man
I hate the anon who's constantly disturbing my peace
I hate everyone
I want to just chop my hair off , but again it took 8 fucking years of my life to grow them
I literally hate my panic attacks
I just hate my life
Now come and say it was him not all men are like that
#desi aesthetic#desiblr#desi tumblr#desi tag#desi teen#desi people#tw sex assault#rg kar medical college
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Tribute to Hindi Cinema's Legendary Singer/Actress Tun Tun on Her Birth Anniversary Today (11/07).
She gave us beautiful music and made us laugh. Starting as a young singer and later becoming the well-loved comedian Tun Tun, her impact is unforgettable. Born Uma Devi Khatri in 1923 in a small village in Uttar Pradesh, she lost her parents early. Her uncle raised her in a strict Punjabi family. Despite not having formal music training, she learned to sing from the radio. During a time when girls' education was rare and their ambitions were often discouraged, Uma Devi bravely taught herself to read and write Hindi, and even some Urdu and English, to help her singing career.
At 13, she ran away to Bombay to follow her dreams and challenge the singers she admired. She wanted to sing for Naushad, a composer she thought was the best. After many attempts, she finally sang for him and impressed him with a song by Noor Jehan. Her career began with the hit song "Afsana Likh Rahi Hoon" from the movie Dard in 1947. But her success didn't last long.
The chaos of India's partition affected the film industry, and as the Mangeshkar sisters became popular, Uma Devi's opportunities decreased. She knew her voice couldn't compete with theirs, and she had gained a lot of weight. Naushad, her Rakhi brother, saw her talent for comedy and suggested she try acting.
This led to her successful second career. She made her acting debut in the film Babul, produced by Naushad, with stars like Dilip Kumar and Nargis. She was given the name Tun Tun, which became famous. As the first well-known comedienne in Indian cinema, she entertained people in movies like Aar Paar, Pyaasa, Mr. and Mrs. 55, and Mom Ki Gudiya.
Tun Tun is remembered as one of the few artists who successfully switched from singing to comedy, leaving a lasting legacy in Hindi films.
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12:58pm
my mom is sitting in front of me. She just done by saying i should make some efforts to get healthy again. i cried last night in front of her, not a single time she asked what is wrong instead when my sister asked her why am i crying? she just shrugged and said i don't know. you will know if you ever asked me what am i going through since this year started. I skipped school today because none of my friends were coming and i did not want to feel weird. my heart is beating loudly. I can feel myself not breathing properly. My shoulders and neck hurts. my ribs too. i don't know why or more like i don't want to accept it. i am already tensed about tomorrow's school day. i hope my teacher won't be hard on me. i just wanted all of this out of my system. i don't know what to do today. maybe I'll drown myself in self hate and studies or I'll waste all time while hating myself. i already want to create some new scars because i woke up late which meant i wasted time. i felt myself smiling but then i remembered my recent mock score, i am tensed again. i feel nauseous and dizzy. i am tired of saying "i don't know" but it's true that I don't know the answer to every question whether it's a friend asking me or just me questioning myself. i am really looking forward to rakhi though. i will be away from my family then maybe only for one day but i will feel not burdened. i feel so selfish for thinking like this.
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Dear diary 🧸,
going to school tomorrow after almost a week now... and kinda scared tbh... of ykw. last night i had a bad dream where the bus driver was saying some pretty bad things to me. whenever i sleep i can't stop thinking about her. national outrage it at it's peak and even international news channels are focusing on this but what about the politicians? they're just fucking playing around. today was raksha bandhan. my lil 8 year old cousin brother lives in bangalore so i sent him a pic of his rakhi and my sis a pic of hers. and at home i tied a rakhi to each of my grandfathers and mom tied to Jagannath Mahaprabhu because i feel like these are one of the only few people who can actually protect us. to all men whose sisters tied them rakhi today... imagine your sister (God forbid) not being here today... imagine her in place of Moumita (God forbid). maybe then the men of india can understand her pain ...
love,
me
#we demand justice#justice for rg kar#justice for abhaya#justice delayed is justice denied#we want justice#dear diary 🧸#life in 2024 🍓#❀ log ❀ august
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I will have to get up at 6 am tomorrow for rakhi and both of mom's sisters and their kids are coming over me kya mar jau bro
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Mom: mere dressing table me 500 cheeze thi usme se iss haramkhor ne sirf 5 cheeze rakhi....baki sabh muje dispose karna pada
Me: 🤡
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also fun fact abt raksha bandhan did you know my mom let me tie a rakhi to my nene plush one time bc we were out on a trip to yellowstone and i had my nene with me. best day of my life
#.txt#she doesnt know meme but its like . She doesnt know thats my little brother for real . hugest win of my life tho still#amia nene siblings Real proof: nene rakhi :]#it kept slipping off her tho#sad sad world#amia.txt
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jealousy is such an ugly emotion but oh my god am i filled with it
#should never open insta always stupid people saying stupid things#there was this girl in a reel she was like are you really bestfriends if you don't get jealous when they hangout with someone else#ans outside you're wishing them ooh have fun and inside you're like woah traitor how dare you hangout with anyone other than me#and i was like. wait. that's crazy. i don't feel that with my bestie. BUT I DO#recently she blew me off like thrice to hang out with her cousin because they started bonding new new and now ive been avoiding her...#i shouldn't it is wrong but when she asked to hang i wanted to say mujhse kyu puch rahi hai ja na uske saath karle hang#like helloooo she used to say im her favorite her number 1 friend and now what im supposed to share that title?? no fucking way#but you see the thing is she broke up with her now ex few months ago because he was clingy and crazy jealous#soooo i don't want to be like that too so im just avoiding her. which is. actually kinda stupid because she might think i don't care about#her and leave anyway😭😭#why am i such a jealous person??? insecurity?? i was thinking if im jealous in all relationships and i was like oh fuck#i get internally sooo mad at my sister when she picks mom over me😭#like even now she sent me text asking what i want for rakhi and here i was being upset that she didn't tell me first about moving abroad#help i feel so guilty but i can't stop this feeling 🧍god knows ive tried 💀#i think. i just want. just like one person who puts me first you know just one person who wants to tell me something first#mann my parents have given me a real fucking variety of issues to work with haven't they 😤🙄#FUCK BEING THE MIDDLE CHILD
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customs making sure that my mom couldn’t send a rakhi bracelet to her brothers
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Open letters to All the teachers i had till now:
To the teacher who made me Gandhi ji:
Hii mam/sir, i don't know who you were, but I cried that day and somehow had a fear of stage maybe due to that, also I also felt shame changing dress and wearing Gandhi ji. I don't know how you are doing right now or still teaching, but I will say if you ever read this, a crying kid is remembering the experience they felt with you, don't take their low memory for granted. Just wanted to say this out. Hope you give courage to students but be with them okay! you left me alone the stage. adios.
Hello mam, i forgot your name, while i thought of you, I don't remember getting taught by you, but I remember the toffies or "chizzies" I got or something. Well I guess you were in the good books of my childhood, also I left eating almost everything packed ... so I guess bye HIi mam, for you, although I do know you name, but I doubt you ever taught be anything, as I have no memory of you but well my mom says you were my teacher and well wished for me so , I wish you the same. adios.
Hii principal mam, i remember you came to preach my uncle (who were smaller than me to your school and I bought out your invitation ) Now that I think about it, did you use some magic, because I don't recall any conversation and yet I changed my school and went for yours for 4 years and even got tuition from you for 2 years and I also belive it was the best school I ever been to. { hii arts mam, (From here on I do remember all the teachers, part time teachers and even one day teachers name )
i really disliked all the tasks you gave us, to make pottery by reusing paper, I still remember it smelled so bad, making a room accessories, so many rakhi's, painting and designing pots.
I think i enjoyed doing it, but it was a hassle and it did cost to do those things. In the retrospect, I don't mind repeating them, but might do them whole heartedly. } {Hii rest of the teachers of same school, well you guys did you best, gave a competitive but healthy and learning environment. Even now I felt how can a school be so pure} thank you principal mam for operating that school. I will do something cool in life and give you shout out and try to do what you did for me and the rest of the kids.
I did have bhaia as a teacher, but the memories of punishment and seeing a computer game is more relevant in mind than the teachings.
my next school was the last school i went to, after that it was diploma,honda workshop,hyundai service training, solar electrical, lastly btech. I will also write a letter to my elders or founders I met so early in life... starting form age 18 till now, and wow, I am closing in to the all the people I met now... they will be on the next day, adios.
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i didn't left my bed today and didn't washed my hair or showered because well i was sad and now this one fucking aunty is here. no one likes her but tolerates her because of uncle who is a rakhi brother of my mom. so im sitting here in day old sweats and unwashed scraggly hair. i can feel her judgy eyes. I EVEN HAD CLOTHES OKAY i just didn't do anything
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Top Book Reviewers in India: A Comprehensive Guide
When an author writes a book, the thoughts going through his mind are ‘people should read and enjoy or benefit from my book.’ That can happen if people know about the existence of your book and some other relevant facts about your book. How can you, the author, communicate these facts to readers? One important way would be to tap book reviewers. There are numerous book reviewers in India. Which book reviewer suits your book and will help your book make a mark with readers? We have researched and collated the below list to help you in this endevour. Rakhi Jayashankar ‘Outset books’ blog Blogger, writer and critic Started in 2015 Has several campaigns like little readers, book marathon, top book reviewer award 37.6K followers on Instagram 4K followers on Facebook What made you want to start a blog? I have been a writer since I could remember. It is to promote my book that I started a blog. Soon my publisher asked me if I could review a book in my blog. Which genre do you love the most and why? I love mythological fiction and thrillers. What do you do when you’re not reading? I am a Holistic Wellness Coach and an entrepreneur. As a mother of three and the founder of a community ‘ Moms of Kochi’, I am a handful
Vidhya Thakkar Young entrepreneur Founder of Mumbai Bookstagram– A community of all Mumbai Book Bloggers Started a challenge called Balance the Books challenge Likes to review Romance, Thriller, Mystery, Mythology and Biographies. I started the blog in 2014 and an Instagram account in 2017 2.4K followers on Facebook 24K followers on Instagram 2,427 followers on Twitter Which genre do you love the most and why? I like reading romance and poetry as it helps me escape reality and heals me. What are the difficulties you face as a book blogger and how do you overcome them? The difficulty would be managing the deadlines and being subtle yet clear with my review.
Aakanksha Jain Blog called Books Charming I’ve been engaged in this since 2017 Quit her job to become a full-time blogger Also, an author of a non-fiction book 1.30 million readers on website 11K followers on Instagram 1.8K followers on Facebook 3,410 followers on Twitter
What made you want to start a blog? The desire to forge my path and assume a leadership role rather than working under someone else ignited my journey into launching Books Charming.
Which genre do you love the most and why? I have a deep appreciation for Non-Fiction literature, particularly in the realm of self-help and autobiographies.
Asha Seth A seasoned writer, book critic, and an editor Has reviewed more than 600 books Started blogging in 2012 ‘Missbookthief’ blog page 11K subscribers (blog) 12.1K followers on Instagram 1.97K subscribers on YouTube What made you want to start a blog? I grew up a bookworm. I made it my mission to encourage more and more people to read books. When it culminated into a blog, I can hardly tell. Which genre do you love the most and why? It’s difficult to choose one. Thrillers, History, Horror, and Poetry are the top ones. What difficulties do you face as a book blogger and how do you overcome them? Engagement is always a challenge; given that the category is uber-niche. Even with 50k monthly blog views, I struggle for a decent engagement on odd days. Trying different strategies is the solution.
Khyati Gautam: ‘Bookish Fame’ blog Promotes on different platforms. 4,256 subscribers (blog) 26.7K followers on Instagram 1,477 followers on Twitter What made you want to start a blog? I loved the idea of writing about books I read. I saw book blogging as an intersection of two of my most favorite activities – reading and writing. Which genre do you love the most and why? I adore literary fiction and psychological thrillers.
Aishwariya Laxmi ‘Aishwariya’s LittLog’ blog Started blogging about books in 2017 Favorite authors- Enid Blyton, John Grisham, Lauren Weisenberger Also has poems, essays and interviews on her blog page 1,139 followers on Instagram 2,706 followers on Twitter What made you want to start a blog? I freelanced as a journalist while still doing my M.A. in Mass Communication. When I learned about blogging in 2004, I started my own blog.
Which genre do you love the most and why? As a reader, I like fiction, especially Young Adult ( YA) fiction these days.
Rakhi Verma Mumbai based book blogger Blog- Beyond the Covers: Exploring Passions My blog, newbooksreviewer I launched my blog in 2019 Published her own book 4.5K followers on Facebook 64,120 total page views (blog) Which genre do you love the most and why? While I appreciate a wide range of genres, if I had to choose a favorite, it would be romance reviews and sharing my literary experiences has been fulfilling and rewarding
Namrata Ganti ‘Red Pillows’ blog An engineer at day job, spends rest of the time reading Favorite genres- fantasy fiction and middle-grade fiction 796 subscribers (blog) 1,369 followers on Instagram 638 followers on Twitter What made you want to start a blog? I have been blogging for 10 years now and this started off in 2013. I realized that I not only enjoy reading books but also talking about them. What motivates you to continue doing what you do? I enjoy helping authors get noticed and sharing information about their books. It is this continued support from the authors, publishers and the general book blogger community that keeps me motivated to continue writing book reviews and promoting books.
Ritu Bindra Design professional by day and book reviewer on the side. Blog- Bohemian Bibliophile 1,028 followers on Instagram 1,717 subscribers (blog) 1,076 followers on Twitter What made you want to start a blog? I launched my blog, Bohemian Bibliophile, in April 2019. I was active on Book Twitter and Goodreads long before that and often found lesser-known but immensely readable books did not get the promotion they deserved. There was also a limited range of books being talked about, particularly Indian books. Quality books got lost in all the hype. The purpose of my blog has always been to talk about lesser-known books that deserve more love.
Isha Singh: ‘ibooksta’ blog I started this blog in the first lockdown of 2020. he and her team are seasoned book promoters Reviews English and Hindi book of all genres 1,167 followers on Instagram Which genre do you love the most and why? I love romance genre, as I am fan of love stories and their fate in the end excites me. Choosing the target audience for your book and selecting the right book reviewer will be one step towards book promotion and there should be a mix of numerous different book marketing efforts.
Kevein Malik Kevein Books and Reviews- where they focus on book reviews, promotion and marketing Started in 2014 and has covered 1100 books Said to have 5,000 visitors a day What made you want to start a blog? In 2013, I was searching for book reviewers to get some reviews for one of my friends’ books, unfortunately I could not find anyone. Which genre do you love the most and why? On a personal level, I like war and historical fiction.
What are the difficulties you face as a book blogger and how do you overcome them? The biggest challenge is that many think that book review blogging is free. Book bloggers are free; however, it takes a lot of time and patience to read and review a book. Choosing the target audience for your book and selecting the right book reviewer will be one step towards book promotion. There should be a mix of numerous different book marketing efforts to get your book noticed. Some of the marketing efforts you can implement find here.
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